What if?

I know I've been a bad blogger. So many times, I've thought about writing a post.  But after dinner has been made and served, kids bathed and put to bed, I'd rather watch meaningless television than use my brain to write.
And then something happened last Friday.  A gunman opened fire in an elementary school in Connecticut.  20 children were shot to death for no apparent reason.  20 six and seven year olds that could have been my child.  I had to shut off all news coverage of the tragedy because I did not want to cry anymore.
I started this blog with the intent to keep my family and friends updated on what was happening in our lives.  And I haven't updated anything in the last 2 years.  I wanted this blog to be a place where my boys could go and read about themselves from years they won't remember.  And here I was, too tired to do this for them.
What if....I don't want to say or even think about the rest.
I promise to write down all the funny quirks, all the annoying banter and all the loving moments. 
I'm back in business....